Thursday, December 8, 2022

Ode to a Dead Mouse

Dedicated to the fair Eufemia, who said it couldn't be done

Squashed, repugnant, verminous mouse
that did unauthorized ransack my house
your territorial rights were nil
you trespassed and now foot the bill
for damages accrued while tasting
my best Gruyere acquired on Hasting's
at great expense: you are a dunce
the Cheddar i’d have happily stood for
and shown you, compensation-wise, the door
it is by choice, not chance
you are the victim of a circumstan-
tial boot, that crushed you flat
while full of loot – i cried, “Take that!”

Valedictory

You squirm no more, in state you lie
with spatula i had to pry
and drape you with the newsprint shroud
don’t worry, mouse, i’ll do you proud
this moral text i shall recite
in homage due for your last rite:

a gourmand i respect as such
but Gruyere cheese costs far too much!


‘98

Friday, December 2, 2022

who the hell am i

who the hell am i  lass
who the hell am i
turned around whos looking back
wind the winding track
mind when looking back
beside your great self  lass
who the hell am i
nobuddy's more my weal  lass
'fore i wuz born
'fore i wuz born lass
look at the hell you went thru
what do i mean
what do i call your woe
tis behind me afore you
the hellish path you went  lass
who damn cheers now
when you gave your entire best
devoted to your own
your own of one i am  lass
the last to top the story
story never got told
into green bed you folded
tired to the end
when your kids deserted
who is now your friend
settles in my gall  lass
hurts where it sticks
you served   we took
was it worthy of a loving look
coming past your memory's grave
oh humbling never bent your knees
say no long-gone bye  lass
with tears that wet this page

mmxiv


Tuesday, November 29, 2022

Mud Bay, October

Mud Bay, you'll stay as you were
     in our weather eye this day
 dank desolate late october
     heavy drizzle    wind tilts umbrellas

 and cameras sprayed with rain
     high tide featurless unmoved
 such pounding on grass and reeds
     clumps of heavy-headed flowers
 saturated and subdued    like us

 no we didn't shout in confrontation
     nothing dramatic    too busy coping
 by mutual support    tangle of togs and gear
     elements aim breath-taking shots at us

lone great blue heron empties locality
     at our substitution and elects distant post
 marching legs of railroad    trestle dwindling
     like our comfort zone

blown away and had enough
     we seek alleviations of car
 content to be present and in companionable spirits
     when earth and weather conjoin
     treating us to spectacular visitation

mmix

Friday, November 25, 2022

Scatter seed


S
catter seed for peckish juncos
  among fallen maple leaves
and dormant plants
where they happily stop scurry
pick pick pick eager to feed
back after summer migration
and i retire to feed with eyes
eager to eat it up

 snowbirds entertaining
long restover till spring
populate bare garden
stripped of cheery flowers and fresh greenery
winters order to fall:
i like it desolate

 hard to imagine buried roots
under earth devotedly
storing strength for renewal: sapience

constancy in absence
task of growth not entered lightly
no flighty pledges of bosom love
    oh wringing of high-handed heart
you may yet
versed in comings-and-goings
discover trust

presence of mind in absence
remaining steadfast
see what lodges in-between places
found hither-thither and yon
gathering through spaces of whirling swirling
what's to do being done

oh safely cherished
vital proof persistence
urge to confirm what's called natural behaviour
in recognition of constancy met

november mmxii

Thursday, November 24, 2022

i wuz listnin t radio


i wuz listnin t radio
    oh hum    oh hum
i wuz listnin t radio
    oh hum    oh hum
dratted news it cum
dratted news it cum
    oh hum    oh hum

nary smile nor laff nor song
nary smile nor laff nor song
    dry az mud an crackt frum sun
    dratted news it cum    ho hum

orlz daid    it sed    orlz daid
oh hum orlz daid n gone
    an more t cum    oh hum
                datz orl ...

    hey wotz dis ... i xclaim
    hey wotz dis ... i xclaim

... t'aint fit    i sez
... t'aint fit    i sez
no weepin    no outcry    silent az morgue

... here i be adrift    bulgin wid tears

    so youze free i thot
    free    freed by necessitee
    freed frum barkin o fiery muzzles
    free frum breath t protest
    free frum breath t protest u'd be
    ifn u had voices ... !

soz i wuz listnin t radio
    hoho hum


nov mmxiv

Wednesday, November 19, 2014

i cud swear

tich backhouse hiz thorts

i cud swear

jest caint 'member wot peoplez call 'm such
    on tip o' me
damn    beyond gettin at
    aint seen heerd
outta touch lately
    don' blame me cos ize senile
muss be summat don' matter much    'cept
    sunpun cute 'n cuddly-like
naw thin 'n scraggly like unto skinflintz beard
    neider wun close t'
un-comp-promisin big wurd serry-ee-bral
    'normous round zero wid halo
yus    like oh forever
    no buts more importink
most importink
    gosh    oughta luke this up
on everwunz tongue seems like
    seems like luminates wotz sed
'n dont    soz    i lose track

oh sorry nurse    beggin yr pardin
    jest thunkin out loud
talkin to missen    silly ord duffer   yus
   'bout wotz ober me haid
summat t' do wid rite 'n wrung
    i wert clebber wuncet
seems capital letters allus were wot i tuke me hat orf t'
    not outta respeck cos twere axpected
same az    don' go    i'd nearly got it    s'trooth
    thatz it     wurd   i fergit
supper up yit?


 dec mmx

Sunday, November 16, 2014

tipple-tale blues


whan u got a wumman
    whan u got a wumman
sturdy an strong
    hey keep dat sweetheart wumman
    hey keep dat sweetheart wumman
she dont do u no wrong
    hey keep dat sweetheart wumman
    hey be sure dat sweetheart wumman
she won nebber do u wrong

oh yeah allus keep her happy
    yus allus treat her good
oh allus keep her happy
    allus keep her wooed
aint no joy meant like it
    alike dis tipple-tale blues
cos nite n day u trust her
    oh allus keep her wooed
oh allus i sez oh allus keep her wooed

 nov mmxiv

Thursday, November 13, 2014

Old man, old man


old man old man
    where do you go
over t'hill my dear
    to be laid low

old man old man
    how long i wonder
six feet my dear
    and ditto under

old man old man
    i wonder why
reasons like seasons
    come and go by

old man old man
    shall i be told
too soon you'll be wiser
    oh you too shall grow old


 aug mmxiv while laid up with sore hip

Thursday, October 30, 2014

when there's no words


when there's no words left
    your mind's adrift
exhaustion threatens
    better rest easy
shut off the world
    questions left unaddressed
may sunlight flit through high leaves
    quirk any fancies
and grounded shadows
    cease to fall across
eyes blinking with tiny dust flecks afloat
    comes happy surrender
void of inquiry
        settles on breast
nothing enabled exists

Monday, October 27, 2014

I've got icycles


i've got icycles in my brain
let them fall like warm rain
from bosom's heat    held and
commiserated with gentle hugs
to fold up the pain    lesions unfreezing
and when i can regain
my original composure sure
i'll be off easing
tight-lipped aporia's door open
no doubts to explain


The aporetic method: raising of puzzles without offering solutions.
i.e. intellectual state of perplexity


mmxiv